Mom always picked my sister first. I got used to it over the years. Birthdays meant shiny gifts for her. I usually got books or clothes. But Mom loved me too, I thought.
When Mom got sick, we were all there. Holding her hand, saying goodbye. My sister cried the loudest. I felt guilty for feeling relief when Mom had peace.
The day after the funeral, we gathered at the lawyer’s office. My sister looked sure and strong. I felt small in my chair. Then the will was read. Everything went to my sister. The house, Mom’s jewelry, her savings.
“Are you sure?” I asked the lawyer. I tried not to sound upset. The lawyer nodded. I could not breathe. I just sat there, feeling lost. My sister looked at me with pity. I hated that look.
I left the room first. I did not want to cry in front of them. I walked home, thinking about what to do next. It felt like rain was mocking me. The sky was gray, just like my mood.
At home, I opened Mom’s old chest. I needed to feel close to her. I found her diaries, some old letters, and a small box. Inside the box was a note. Mom’s handwriting was shaky but clear. It said, “Everything is for you.”
I stared at the note, unable to move. My heart was racing. I wanted to scream and dance all at once. But who should I tell? Would anyone believe me? I felt trapped in a secret world.
I called my sister. She did not pick up. I tried again. My hand was sweating as I held the phone. When she answered, I blurted out about the note. She was silent for a moment.
“Are you sure, it’s real?” she asked. Her voice was full of doubt. But I could hear something else. Maybe it was fear. “Come and see it!” I said, my voice shaking.
She came over later. We sat at the kitchen table, staring at the note. My sister bit her lip, a habit from childhood. She wouldn’t look at me. Was she hiding something?
“What should we do?” I asked. I felt like a little girl again. My sister shrugged. “I don’t know,” she said, sounding tired. I realized she was scared too.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. Mom’s note and will kept spinning in my head. I called my best friend. We spoke for hours. She believed me. “Fight for what’s yours,” she said. Her words gave me strength.
The next day, I talked to the lawyer. He looked puzzled. The note was a surprise to him. He promised to look into it. I felt a little hope. But I knew it would be a long road.
Days turned into weeks. My sister and I spoke less. Family dinners were awkward. The note was a wall between us. I missed her but didn’t know what to say.
One night, a memory hit me. It was Christmas years ago. Mom gave us matching necklaces. My sister’s broke that day, and she cried. Mom gave her mine to make her happy. I never got it back.
I realized then, my place in the family. I was the peacemaker. The one who gave things up. But not this time. I needed to stand my ground.
The lawyer called with news. The note was real, but not a legal will. It was proof of Mom’s wishes, but not enough on its own. I felt crushed. Yet, a part of me was not surprised.
I told my sister the news. She looked relieved. But I saw guilt in her eyes. She said, “Mom loved you, you know.” I nodded, tears in my eyes. We hugged, and I felt some peace.
We decided to share Mom’s things. It was not easy, but it was right. Some things went to me, some to her. We learned to talk again. Share stories. Mom would have wanted that.
Now, the hole in my heart is smaller. My sister and I are close again. We are not the same as before. We are stronger, different.
I miss Mom every day. Her love is still with us. In every fight and every laugh. Family is not easy, but it’s worth it.
Life is better now. I am strong. We both are.
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